Will You Be Mine?

The life we have shared
Has been so great,
Though we've had our times
Of fights and hate.
We've shared the good
and shared the bad.
We've laughed together
and cried when we were sad.
We shared the joys
and disappointments.
We've brought each other
many happy moments
We can be one,
Our lives sublime
IF...
For now and for always
Will you be mine?

A Troubled Heart's Prayer

My heart is so heavy and Troubled
Oh, what can I do?
My family, they hate me, it seems,
And my Boy friend too.
I finally got work but the bills can't wait,
They are piled to the moon.
Oh, Heaven, please help me know what to do?

I want, no more, to be a person untrue
But with the constant reminders of the passed,
What should I do?

I try so hard, or so it seems,
I run so fast but I am on a treadmill.
I'm alone in my sorrow.
No one know how I feel
Except You, my Lord.

Can I not feel love, or am I blind to it now?
I am so sad and don't know
If I can be happy anymore.
I am week but with you I can be strong.
I am incapable and without you,
I am unable to be helped.

My mind is weary, my heart is faint.
How can I go on?
It seems there is no way out,
No light at the end of my tunnel, just darkness.

Oh, God. Give me light
Give me hope and the strength to carry on.
Give me peace, erase the unrest
And sorrow that I feel.

Oh, Heaven, please help me.
Guide me this day
That I may cast my burdens away
And know you are here to help
And comfort me.
This is my troubled heart's prayer.

Disappointment

I was excited,
So Was He.
We talked about it
Filled with joy.
He liked to see me
so happy
He would do anything
So I could go.
The day came
and I had a way
To go to the chance
Of a Life time.
My Body shivered
From excitement
I did all I could
To have that Chance.
Then the very thing
I depended on
To take me there
Never came.
The sadness, Grief
And disappointment
Was The only thing
That greeted me.
No Happiness.
No chance to change
The life I was living.
My questions,
Unanswered,
And dissapointment
Were all I knew.

Life's Struggles

Lifes a struggle every day
No matter who we are
Or what we think, or do, or say.
We're like unto a car.
Even if our wheels go flat
We still must push on,
Changing the flats as we go
Before our time is gone.

Every struggle that we have,
If passed, only strengthens us
And every trial we overcome
Just helps renew our focus
Of what path we are on today
and where the path is going.

So if we don't like the path we're on
We can change by showing
That we can turn around
And go the right direction
Because without the chance to change
We will ne'r obtain salvation
Or the chance to overcome
And our life, to see it through.

Our choice is now to decide what we are to do;
Push through lifes struggles and
To what you are stand true
So in the end you can be strong
And bid your sorrows adieu.

Everything's A Fight

Why does it seem that everything I say
Starts a fight between us in some way
Why does it seem there always has to be
A big disagreement? What's wrong that I can't see?
One of us has to be upset, if the other makes the wrong move
Is it that we like to fight or do I not fit in your groove?
How come we can't, when we need each other, give kindness and love
It seems like every time I try to help I feel mentally shoved.
Can't we work things out some how? I can't go on like this
If we can't get along maybe the "We" shouldn't exist.
I know there is a way to resolve this issue
And if we can't find it, maybe this path we shouldn't persue.
Are you trying to run me off or am I just not good enough
For a guy like you that seems a little rough.
I don't know what it is, but we need to find the reason
Or soon we will both be physicologically beaten.

Together 4 Eternity

Every time I see into your eyes
I feel that love that, in your heart, abides
And every time we kiss or embrace
It feels like our hearts are interlaced
When we hold hands, I feel that love
You give me strength like the wings of a dove
I love you so dearly and hope that you know
And sorry if times, it doesn't show
'Cause I feel God has put us together, You and Me
And how happy I am that we are together
For now and All eternity.

The Love I Have Been Seeking

Those romantic comments bring tears to my eyes
The way you hold on to hope.
Each time that we talk I look forward to and
That gentlness with which you cope.
The understanding you have, always amazes me
The way you seem to read my voice.
It's like in my heart, you see
Both the sandness and the joys.
Your always fun to listen to
Even when we're not speaking
You seem to be the man i've been looking for
The love I have been seeking.